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The reason I'm trying to support and inspire people I don't know, is because I know what it is like to try with all your strength to hold your own self standing, while there is no stable ground underneath.
As cliché as it may sound, I will be here for everyone, no matter what.
So, I can't talk about you, I most likely don't know anything about your life.
But I know for sure I can talk about me.
Back in 2012, I found out that I'm a part of a small, almost non-existent community (1% of the world's population). Even the thought of being "different" made me panic, and feel like I'm absolutely useless. Also, around that time, I had failed my exams, not being able to study at a University. I had no friends, and basically no support. The only thought in my head, was killing myself, because dying would be the closest I could get to being normal.
But I'm still here
I studied something Ι like and got my diploma. I met the 3 most important people in my life, and fell in love. And lastly, I was able to accept myself. Not entirely yet, but it's one step at a time, right?
Now I know that the answer to the question "What am I supposed to do?" is: "MOVE ON"!!
Shit happens, you can't change that. But, you're here for a fuckin reason.
Don't waste your life, don't harm yourself physically or emotionally, don't let anything affect you. Just keep walking. You can't turn back time, you don't need to! The future is not back there!
Whatever it is that's bothering you, will never change the fact that you are AMAZING.
Don't be affraid of anything! If I can do it, you can too! I'm no different than you!
You are not odd, you are not a weirdo, you're not a failure. You are loved. You are great.
P.S: Please do not give consideration to my grammar mistakes if you spot any. Plus, I'm not an expert in psychology or whatever, this is only my humble opinion.