I thought I have nothing to lose by writing some things here. Some thoughts I guess.
I'll try to keep this as short as I can.
I've been contemplating things from many sides, to only find out that this happens to be a shitty
I'm a 21 year old unemployed girl. Typical.
At this point in time, in the place I'm currently stuck in, it's fuckin impossible
to do anything. I've tried to find a job for a year and a half, and nothing's really happening. I seem to be 'not suitable' for any kind of job.
I personally want to be an artist. I work my ass off, for about 13 hours every single day, on 2 separate projects, to just end up dealing with everyone's shit about me being "lazy"
. I see people blame me
, for a situation that I'm not responsible for.
That can't be helpful, or motivating. That's just sick, depressing and stupid.
I know I'm currently sinking deeper in depression, but I can't find anything that will help me get out of this!
How can anyone stay possitive, and keep trying for a better future, when pretty much everything's going wrong?
Feel free to disagree and talk to me. I'd love to know your opinion.