Hello there, person reading this.
I hope you're doing well and things are going your way.
I have no clue what this journal is going to be. I'll write down some things I've been thinking about, because I want to get them out of my mind. Not because they're unpleasant or I'm unhappy, but because I'm curious to see what you think.
Right now, my life's quite calm & a lot better than it was a few months ago. I'm keeping myself busy with drawing, writing, a few long walks and of course a job. I don't think I need something else, I'm quite a simple person.
What's been on my mind is this: Have you ever felt that something's missing? Something that you gave up on, most likely.( I'm sorry if it's stupid & confusing. But it makes sense in my head >.< )
What I mean is.. have you ever made a decision, that you know is right, but then you just wonder what would have happened if you chose something different?
I don't mean having regrets or something, I only mean being curious.Weird example:
You had to choose between 2 paths. The path on the left
is bright, safe and leads to your destination. It definitely does, no tricks or traps.
The path on the right
is dark, creepy and looks dangerous while you have no clue where it leads.
Let's assume you picked the path on the Right, and after a few steps, you were creeped out and ran back, following the Left one.
After reaching your destination, you start to wonder. You wonder about what was there that you didn't see.
How would you deal with a situation like this?
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Feel free to chat in the comments.